Monday, September 25, 2017

Helplessness Blues


The president of the United States hits ‘send’ and lengthens the twitter feed. One of the most powerful men in the world, or at least seemingly so. He addresses the country and world one iPhone screen at a time. He echoes conservative clichés which go from his fingertips, to the excited eyes of each consumer, and to the lips of the talking heads. Eventually a conversation starts, between two, ten, one hundred, one million people, and eventually the entire world.
                A white supremacist drives a vehicle through a crowd of left wing activists, and days later hurricanes ravage their way through the southern United States. A statue that had been all but unnoticed to most of the world is destroyed for what it is believed to represent, while the remains of another scrapes against the asphalt in the ever swelling currents of what were only days earlier city streets. The climate is changing, the birds are chirping, the heads are talking, and even 200 miles and 15 days into the heart of the Scottish hills, the birds relay the chirps of these talking heads. You cannot be far enough to escape it all…
                I speak to well rounded, well grounded, intellectuals as well as people I would view as erratic and divisive. I speak to people of all faiths and all angles of the political spectrum, and through all the angles and all the compelling (or not so compelling) perspectives, I find only one commonality amongst them all; hopelessness.
                When I think of hope I think of a noun: a feeling of expectation for something to happen. That is to assume that hope is a thing. Hope is concrete, it either exists or does not. So in modern western society, where we have the conveniences of endless and readily available information, readily available food and water for our desired consumption, and even things as simple as laundry facilities and showers, how can hope not exist abundantly? Everything we could ever want or need is only a few minutes away should we make any sort of basic effort to attain it. How could we see point blank, on a daily basis, the potential of humanities creativity, ingenuity, and innovation, and still hope rarely makes itself visible?
Whether it be on a technological, political, or even moral scale, the advancements of mankind within the last 3000 years have been exponential! On a timeline of 4.5 billion years, 3000 is only a blink of an eye. Even in my short lifetime, society has evolved at and unprecedented rate. In fact, there are few places better to exemplify the advancements of our species than right here in the United States of America. Even still, if you were to only view human interaction through the vacuum of social media, you may just think we had and are still only going backwards…
A wise man told me faith cannot exist without hope. That is to say, a complete trust or belief in something cannot exist without first having the expectation that it can be true. Which brings me to the important distinction between how we view hope.
In one sense it is indeed a noun. I know that the sun will rise each morning, or the earth will continue its course and the sun will come into my view, therefore hope exists of its timely arrival and a new day beginning. But in another sense it is also a verb. Hope is also an action. It is not a feeling as much as it is an invoked desire. ‘I lift weights in hopes that I will become strong.’ Though I may be week, I hope that I will become strong by setting a goal for myself physically and setting out to achieve it. And that is not baseless, because it is an action which I put into motion. It is not faith because I am the creator of it and my action is how it comes into existence.
If I were to spend all my time hoping for natural disasters to prove climate change to be real, or hoping for Donald Trump to make a fool out of himself while giving a United Nations speech, or hoping a terrorist attack happens so that my theory about radical Islamic refugees can be true, then I most obviously am hoping maliciously for my own gain, that is the desire to be proven right. But this hope, while its creators would not willingly admit to it, exists within plain view to a far greater extent than what I would call a righteous hope. This hope, if brought into action, creates the opposite effect; hopelessness.

As much as I’d like to point my fingers at those I disagree with, and as much as my ego requires that I be proven right in my views of the world, I feel it is counterproductive to consistently dwell on differences of opinion as it creates a sterile environment where only hopelessness can grow. And as a living, breathing, voting,  privileged first world citizen, I view it as my responsibility (should I have an interest in a better world for my friends, family, neighbors, and species) to do my part to instill hope within our airstreams, once again. If hope were to take precedence over being proven right or having your opinion be heard, than it would create an environment for progress, and maybe even faith.